lelabah jantan yang tak guna

"aku ta nk jmpa ko. aku ta suke jmpa ko. couple ng ko cme bwk mslah je kt aku. ko tu myusahkn je. da lah mgade-ngade , mnja , prngai ta snonoh , byk tipoo aku. igt aku syg sgt ke kt ko ? agipon skunk aku da nk ad gf bru lah. sape-sape yg duk dkat ng ko tntu akn dpt mslah.aku ptus dgn awek aku pon sbb ko dlu".

budak BANGANG yg pnh mrangkap jdi BF aku dua bulan lpas sblom clash. VAVI SHIIAAALLL!!!!. spnjang aku knal dia stu pktaan bruk pon aku ta pnh ckap sal dia. dia bole ckap cmtuh. yang buat aku geram sangat bile dia cakap aku pnyebab dia clash ng awek dia ?? mmg SHIITTT r.
couple ng aku cme bwak msalh ? ko ta sedar ke yg slama nih ko yg byak bg aku msalah ?? time ko ta de duit aku gak yg jadi BANK ko. time ko ssah aku gak ko mntk tolong. time ko srbut aku gak tmpat ko mara-mara. ad ko cari org laen time ? skrg ko cakp aku bg msah kt ko ? hampeh babi pnyer jantan !! ko lngsung ta pnh pkir yg slama ni ko yg byk bg aku msalah. time aku ssah ko lari diamkn diri hilang bmggu-mggu. skrg ko ckap aku lak ?? ko mmg shiiaalll la budak. aku myusahkn ko ? aku myusahkn ap kt ko slma nih ? bkn ko ke asyk myusahkn aku ? ta de duit laa.. nk itu nk ini sme aku belikn sme aku bagi. pe agi ko nk ? ta puas hati agi ?wakkluu ckap aku ngade-ngade. nk ngade-ngade pon aku ta pndai ni plak nk wat. bodo ko !! dari dlu agi aku ckap mmg aku mnje. ko cakp ta pe ko time blablablaaaa... skrg ko jdkn aku mnje stu isu nk break ?? !! wtFUCKKK.. cbe ko ckap prngai ap yg ta snonoh aku ad ? mcm ko tu prngai elok sgt kn ? aku ta pnh skali pon ckap bnda bruk-bruk sa ko slama kta knal. org ckp ap pon aku still agi back up ko. ko snang-senang gigi je cakp aku prngai ta snonoh ? masyallahh... ko ni lngsung ta de akal nk bckap. ad aku wat pkara yg ta snonoh blakang ko ? ko kuar dgn pmpuan laen pgang-pgang tgn sntuh-sntuh btepuk tampar ad aku mara ? ada aku mgamuk ta tntu psal ? ada aku ckap ko prngai ta snonoh ? skarang aku nk tnye , aku tipoo ko ap ? sape tipoo sape ? ko ke aku ? ko byak wat onar blkang aku tipoo aku ko ckap aku lak ? mmg ko dsar bangang laa. bgus la ko da ad awek skrg. aku mntk ko jga la awek ko lelok. jgn ko wat dia cm aku sdah. dlu ko wat mcm-mcm kt aku ta pe la sbb aku baek hati ta pnh mara ko. ta mlenting wlau apa pon jadi. aku isau bile ko da puas dgn awek ko yg baru yg latest nih nti kang ko dump dia cam ko wat kt aku. ko jnis mnusia ta reti bsyukur. sthu au org yg rpat ng aku blom pnah ada msah.. sme baek-baek je. ko sekor je ad msh nga aku. kao ko da ta ske ckap trus-terang jgn tabur fitnah cam tabur dedak ayam lak. bdosa BESAR la gilerr !! yg ni mmg aku nk mara sgat-sangat bile ko cakp ko clash ng awek ko dlu sbb aku. OIT BODO BANGANG , sblom ko knal aku ko da clash ngan awek ko sbulan la siooott. sbulan ko clash ng awek ko bru ko knal aku. apsal ta puas ati ? au ad bkti laa.. kwn-kwn ko sme bole jd saksi aku. ko ta yah nk kencing aku laa.. nak kencing orang last skali ko sndri yg terhancing. HANJINGGG KO !!!.  sumpah , kalo dlu aku ta bnci ko tp skarang mmg aku bnci ko tahap gilerr babi !! aku ta nak bnci ko tapi ko yang buat aku jadi cmnih. ko wat aku myumpah seranah camnih. ingat aku nak sngat ke ?? ya allah... jauhkn la ko dri aku.

bila kita jadi TUNANGAN ORANG TANPA SEDAR !! ~ harus baca ~

Percaya atau x, kita boleh ber”tunang” tanpa sedar?? Yup, kita boleh bertunang tanpa kita sedar, bila seorang lelaki, berhasrat untuk mengambil seorang perempuan untuk dijadikan isteri. Eh, itu memang normal bukan? Tapi, yang anda mungkin x tahu, anda sebenarnya sudah bertunang bila situasi seperti berikut berlaku:

Lelaki menyatakan hasrat ingin menjadikan perempuan itu isterinya, dan perempuan itu bersetuju. Adakah dikira telah bertunang? Padahal tidak ada ibu bapa perempuan tersebut.

Pinang dari segi hukum fiqah, bererti pihak lelaki menyatakan hasrat berkahwin pada pihak perempuan. Itu dipanggil pinang. Bila perempuan menjawab setuju, maka jadilah perempuan itu tunang laki tersebut.

Situasi yang dianggap pinangan:

"Aku nak jadikan kamu sebagai isteriku"

"Kahwinlah dengan kita bila2"

Bila si perempuan bersetuju, dia akan jadi tunang. Sama ada bercakap dalam telefon, tetap dah jadi tunang.

Contoh:

"lelaki sebut dalam telefon, "I nak jadikan u isteri I lah"

Perempuan tersebut jawab, I sukalah, I setujulah, oraitt I’m fine, oklah, I redha atau apa2 yang menunjukkan dia suka dengan “pinangan” lelaki tersebut, maka ia sudah dianggap bertunang.

Jadi, bila dia dah jadi tunang orang tanpa sedar, bila ada lelaki yang meminang, hukumnya haram.

Kita orang melayu time nak tunang duk bawang rombongan 1 bas, bawak barang2 pinangan, itu sebenarnya adalah ADAT bukan dari segi hukum Islam. Dari segi hukum Islam, dah jatuh hukum tunang.

Persoalan ialah bila Ibu bapa xde. Mengikut hukum syarak, kalau perempuan itu sudah diizin pada syarak. Sebagai contoh, perempuan yang cerdik, yang baligh, yang blh berfikir, etc dia sudah dianggap bertunang.

Bila perempuan tu x menepati hukum syarak tersebut, contoh seperti x baligh lagi(baru darjah 3 mungkin), perempuan tu bodoh(x boleh berfikir), gila, dan sebagainya, makanya wali diperlukan untuk jawab “pinangan” tersebut.

p/s : ternganga sebentar aku . haha . korang ternganga tak ? :D

I'm not really me RECENTLY.

I knew this is sound dull and crap. But swear to said, I don't know why I cried.I don't miss my ex and I'm not in love with anyone but I cried non-stop. Recently too much things that I'm thinking about. I do need shoulder for sometimes, but I don't have one. I knew, I had soulmate and bestfriend but I don't know why can't I share things with them. Something happened on my past thought me or I don't know maybe I'm in traumatic situation. I'm hardly to trust anyone right now. I'm scared when I share things, again I'm gonna face things like they told to anyone else or they talk behind me or maybe they felt messy with me but just pretending to listen. I miss my soulmate and I miss my bestfriends too. But I'm just scared that I will mess them or put on burden. All this while, I did pretend to laugh and hyper just to cover up my pain and sadness. I do admit that, I did those sincerely but it just can last for awhile. I did cried every night when going to sleep. Only that I think I can do to release from those. I did pray to God to make my life little bit more easier than this and stay me out from those fake friends. But, I guess maybe God love me and that is why God put me on test and never make me forget about Him. Sometimes, I'm thinking to had a boyfriend so that I can share my problems and my happiness together. But, I'm too scared for that because no one yet can prove me that man are different and still exist on this earth that have a man who can see my good behind of my badness that I'm set it on purpose to show. Who can except my good and my weakness. Someone who can change me to be much better and someone who can take care of me and I can put my trust on. But this is fairytale, there's no such thing exist as those. Yes, I'm scared to be in love again. And swear I don't need it now and I don't want it AT ALL. I'm trying to change my attitude, I don't want to play people heart again. And that is what making me to stay single. I don't want those " cinta monyet " anymore. I have to think matured, there's nothing worth it with wasting my love with many guys while I can't enjoy the feeling of truly in love. I knew this is sounds like cheesy, but people. My blog is public and it's a choice. You can read it or just to ignore it. Well, I wanted to take this chances too. People, please stop talking about me. Spreading rumors about me, and please stop hating me because of a guy. I'm not desperate for those, if you think I'm taking yours. So then face me up and you just can take back yours and walk away from me. You look cheap when hate another woman because of a guy. I admit that, before I did that but you know what? At the end, I am closed and be a friends to them. So, yes the point is. I'm not a person who desperate for a guy, because for me they are just a burden. Sorry to say this, it's only my opinion. But the main thing I wanted to say is, PLEASE stop talking about me or spreading rumors about me. I don't like it, and I'm prefer that no one knowing about me so just let me free with my own world because I guess I never disturb anyone life. Again, stop being a busybody :)